我是一只鱼

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昨晚，可以说是失眠了吧。这段时间睡眠质量很不好，每晚都没完没了的做梦，我想我睡着后一定是眉头紧锁的。白天照镜子，一张哭丧的憔悴的脸。恍如游魂。女人这个样子可不好啊。

昨晚梦见，与一个我很信任的好朋友一起进入一个房间，要去见一个我潜意识里很恐惧，很危险的人。隔着帘子。那个人要朋友先进去，而后朋友出来，我进去。我进去后角落里有一个人，我觉得他是无害的，于是继续寻找。角落那个人慢慢的溶化了又重塑了，我依然无视他。然后出来跟朋友说我找不到人，两个人手拉着手跑了。跑着很害怕，我越来越肯定那个溶化的人就是我恐惧害怕的人，而且越发肯定他就在我跟朋友的周围.

but where is he? or am i had been replaced by him? am i still myself or not? or,  is my friend not my friend but that guy? i have no idea of all about these. That is the most dreadful part and i don't know what should i do. keep running or let go my friend's hand? ...after wake up, i was afraid get into sleep again for the fear to continue this upsad dream. so, that's why i'm so sleepy today.

i havn't tasted the sweet of deep sleep for a long time. and i need one!